I. Give. Up.I have about 40 pages left and I can't take it anymore...everything that had vaguely resembled a plot has been replaced with one at-best-mediocre-writen sex scene after another and Ana whining about everything and I just don't want to read about this anymore. I feel physical pain everytime the phrases 'my inner goddes', 'my subconsciousness' or 'Holy Crap' are used which is about five times each page. I really tried to finish it, but everytime I picked it up I just ended up skimming over two or thre pages and then go back to do something less horrible (like cleaning my room...you wouldn't believe how good it looks now) so I finally decided to give up.Everybody who actually managed to fight their way through this thing from cover-to-cover has my greatest respect.